My relationship with time and place is in need of cultivation. I don’t want to measure my worth through work but through the depth of my connections.
I struggle with depth of connection.
But, is that just despair over the inherent unknowable depths of another person? That kind of other-ness should be kept and protected. Otherwise, I’m just relating to myself and the things that I can understand.
I can’t understand everything so I must be able to hold the unknown in my life without it threatening me.